As we near the shortest day of the year, The Winter Solstice, and, more importantly (to me) my wedding anniversary, I usually write a scribble with Mrs Bob in mind. After all, a poem is for anniversaries, not just for valentines. So with that in mind, I give you…
Your Smile, the First Magic I Ever Believed In
Your smile is the kind of spell
That doesn’t ask permission.
It just shows up,
Soft as a sunrise;
Huge as a meteor;
Certain as breath;
And suddenly, the whole room forgets
Whatever storm it was carrying.
I swear, when you smile, gravity gets confused.
The air lifts as if remembering an old song,
And my heart – that stubborn, earthbound,
Boots-in-the-mud heart –
Starts flipping like it got tired of pretending it doesn’t care.
People talk about magic as if it’s hiding in a forest,
Or pressed between book pages,
Or locked behind ghosts with Latin names.
But magic – real magic –
Is simpler than all that myth-making.
It’s the way your mouth curves like a crescent moon;
Teaching the dark how to unclench.
It’s the way the corners of your eyes crinkle
Like tiny arrows pointing to a doorway
Into warm-lit rooms,
Where love leans back and offers you a seat.
Every time you smile,
Something in my chest loosens.
Like kindness remembering its own pulse;
Like hope peeling off its armour.
Because, for once,
The world has stopped swinging at me.
There are still sparks that refuse to go out.
Still reasons to inhale at beauty.
So, if you ever wonder what you are to me, know this :-
Your smile is the first magic I ever trusted…
The one spell I hope I never stop
Falling
Under.
(C)Bob W Christian