Love, After Life

We died.

Which is wild

because death is way too organized

for something that dramatic.

Clipboards.

Carbon copies.

A final “sign here please

on the dotted line of our chests.


Turns out

“‘til death do us part

wasn’t a metaphor –

it was a legally binding break-up clause.


Nobody warned me that love came

with terms and conditions.

Nobody told me that forever

had an asterisk the size of a heartbeat.


So now we’re single.

Technically.


Same café.

Same chipped mug.

Because habits are harder to kill than people,

and my heart still orders caffeine

like it never got the obituary.


You hover by the almond milk

like a multiple-choice question

we both answered wrong,

while we were alive.


You say, “hey!”

that thin, careful syllable

people use

when they’re not sure

they’re allowed to miss you yet.


Half-ghost.

Half-regret.

All the years we never unpacked.


You ask if I want to get coffee sometime…

like we didn’t already share toothbrushes,

like eternity didn’t just hit

the reset button

and hand us amnesia with good lighting.


I laugh… and

spill my whole damn soul on the counter.

Then say something stupid.

Because love has always turned me

into a human typo.


I say,

Only if you’re buying”.


And just like that,

we’re dating again.


Not because we’re lonely.

Not because we’re scared of the silence.


But because even death

looked at us and said,

Yeah… I don’t know where to file this”.


Some loves just don’t end.

They only lose their bodies;

learn how to haunt politely,

and keep showing up

Because the universe

forgot to evict them.


(c)BobChristian

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About Bob W Christian

I’m Bob Christian; a husband, father, grandfather and cat dad. I’m a dyslexic poet. I am on the Autism Spectrum and I started writing poetry, or scribbles as I’ve always referred to them, to help me to process my thoughts and emotions. It’s also helped with my PTSD. It’s gone from there and after over 20 years is still going strong, I’m now finally dabbling in to photography as I’ve been told I have a good eye.

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