You showed me unconditional love, Even ‘though I was someone else’s child. There’s not a day goes by that I don’t Remember the lessons you taught me.
You became my North Star in the wilderness That my life seemed. Your guiding hand Taught me so much more than what’s right. You taught me how to be a good man.
You took the time to stand with me, Believing in me, while stepping up to be The father you didn’t have to be. Loving me as if I was your own son.
One day, when you’re gone, I will look up; See that star, shining, illuminating my path; While remembering those lessons. Teaching My grandchildren; you will live on in them.
While walking in the forest Surrounded by nature, I gazed upon your face. Those eyes, so green Like the plants dancing. Yours is the unseen Breath, swaying leaves are Fields of rippling skin. Your golden sunshine Warming. Creating life, Bringing such brightest Blessings to each and Every season in this, Our most hallowed place.
My mother has something about her. By day, a sense of dedication She worked hard to provide a happy home. By night, she desperately tried to keep a vicious Monster hidden from her children’s tender eyes.
She would always tell us not to worry. Working two jobs to provide for us, When our father wouldn’t. This was the woman Who loved me, even when I couldn’t love myself. She carried my burdens for me.
Now I’m fully grown, and I know how hard It is to parent two children well, I’m even more In awe of her. She sometimes talks so much, I wonder how she can breathe. But I’m just grateful I can still hear her.
The greatest trick this devil ever pulled wasn’t smoke, wasn’t mirrors— it was the algorithm.
It was teaching you to doubt your own pulse. Convincing you the fire alarm is just background noise. Convincing you the cage is a corner office with a flattering filter.
And suddenly up is a rumor, down is a conspiracy, and truth is a freelance contractor waiting on late payment.
We scroll past the smoke. We double-tap the collapse. We outsource our outrage to a headline written in disappearing ink.
No one stops to ask why the air tastes metallic. No one wants to inventory an unpleasant existence— it’s easier to binge another distraction, another blue-lit anesthesia dripping from the ceiling of the feed.
Facts grow thinner. So thin they’re transparent. So transparent they pass through bone without resistance.
You blink— and the blink is curated. You blink— and the world has been gently rearranged like furniture in a house you swear you know.
They call it perspective. They call it balance. They call it both sides.
But it feels like standing in a funhouse where every mirror insists you are the distortion.
And somewhere, softly— almost kindly— a voice says:
Don’t think too hard. Don’t look too long. This is normal. This is fine. This is freedom.
We repeat it because repetition feels like stability. We repeat it until the echo sounds like evidence.
So tell me—
When the ground shifts and the headlines applaud, when the lie wears a flag and the truth wears fatigue,
Please don’t worry, this isn’t written about me, it’s about a close family member.
My morning coffee. Unlike me, is strong. I say morning, actually It’s when I come round. After another of those, Unforgettable nights. I just can’t remember.
Strength, something I lost years ago. Now A way of measuring. How much solution, Is poured out. While Revisiting the regrets. In this endless story.
I’ve told anyone who’d Listen. While continually Poisoning myself, slowly, Desperately. Fighting the Inevitable. One last shot, To stop my life, becoming A sad statistic of addiction.
So many memories left here. Photos – a snapshot of you. Pieces of paper, scattered. Your essence lingering on, Haunting this old house.
Reading your scribbled words: Always thought this moment Would come without warning. Waiting for the right time could Take forever, you see.
We both know it’s been coming For a while now. It’s not you, it’s Me. It’s kept me awake trying to Tell you. I’ve been scared for a Long, long time now.
I can’t understand how we can Forgive each other, for words not Spoken until it’s too late, while trying To move forward with our lives. What would Social Media say?
How can someone be around one Minute, then disappear? How do I Cope with the disappointment of all The things I didn’t accomplish? It‘s best I go. All my love always.
The end, then? Or a beginning? A whole new chapter in your life? Left, wondering. Searching for Clues. Will I ever know The end of your story?