There’s a demon
Inside my head.
I see him, hiding
In a dark corner
Of my mind.
Lurking, his blood
Red eyes, he’s hungry;
Waiting to be fed.
Once again, slowly
Feeding off the pitch
Black darkness, pain
I’ve got hidden deep
Consuming every last
Bit of light within me,
Until he wins, and I’m
Completely lost to my
Misplaced. Stashed. A collection
There’s a use for everything here –
Lost but never forgotten.
It’s here somewhere, Amongst
Ceiling-high papers, seemingly
Empty boxes, or In a cupboard.
Searching room by room, almost
Drowning in a labyrinth of memories.
It’s here somewhere, I know it is.
I can’t dispose of it, I might
Need it one day. Until then it
Sits with the rest, gathering dust.
Memories, heartache, evidence of
Past mistakes stack up Hoarding
Emotions, never letting go of pain.
No longer needed, still I’m unable
to discard them. Until they’re too much –
Crashing over, pulling me under.
It started way back in high school. A break
up, losing a loved one. I
Kept them all, not wanting to lose anything.
Ever again, no matter what, how ever
Much it hurt. But it’s time let go now. To Spring
Clean – declutter, before it’s too late.